Sometimes this life becomes so painful to us that we feel as if our internal organs have been turned inside out and we are wearing them on the outside, for any passing enemy to slice at with vicious sharp knives. This becomes unbearable and so painful especially when we fight it and try to make ourselves carry on, slipping into more and more agony as we do so. It is at these times when allowing this feeling to convulse us and wash over us without resistance, nearly dying in the agony of our heartbreak, grief and fear, that we start without releasing it to allow. In doing this we are stripped down to nothing, by not fighting it, by allowing it to overcome us, we begin to release and start to flow again with who we really are, for this is relief. All day, every day, reaching for that feeling of relief, depression to anger, doubt to optimism, etc etc. If we can do this privately, so we then don’t have to deal with others responses to this, we find relief and in the relief all the wonderful, joyful, good feeling things start to flow again, allowing life to take us where it will, for we are safe.
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